#2
From depression to a kind of elation, then back down again as I returned home from my presentation and still no email from him which he again had promised to send... so... I am only obsessing about getting the pictures as if it means something, as if he just does ONE thing he says he will, and that will prove that he's not a total shit.
Maybe I should just give him some space, maybe he's an okay guy.
Or maybe he's just full of shit.
Either way, I shouldn't let it bother me. Look how much time I wasted on Frank, and, oh, on Alphie. How much time and energy.
I have a lot of work tomorrow, so I'm gonna get a jump on it. I'm just going to do my best to take good care of myself, clean my house, and make some damn money.
Dammit.
Love,
Duck
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