#2
What is important? What do I need to know? There are so many directions to go in.
Today has just been about staying awake. I am falling asleep again, but trying to readjust my hours and wouldn't allow myself and afternoon nap.
I want to connect to something bigger than myself, to feel connected to the bigger part of the world. I realize that my brain has been keeping me small, keeping me distracted, and keeping me in pain. Again and again it tries to pull me into those familiar places. I have been choosing to come back to myself.
I have a feeling that this will be my homework for quite a while...
Throwing away judgment... especially about myself.
So sleepy... must go. I did well for the day. I stayed with myself. That's something to celebrate.
Love,
Duck
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