Hi Diary,
I am feeling pretty tired today. Worn out. And still overwhelmed by thoughts of the weekend. Maybe on some level hoping I will soon exhaust myself to the point of having an empty mind.
Oh well... just keep on going... I cleaned half the house, again... I have appointments all lined up for the week, then after the training I'll be going to Carla's summer house for 4 and a half days... I think that will be good for me. Really good.
I guess I just have to trust myself about my presentation for the weekend. Everything I do seems to turn out fine, especially when I care about what I am doing. Maybe just a short nap before I go to work tonight.
I just don't know... today... ever... I do my best. What else can anyone do? Someday this will all be behind me... I will look back and remember that it was difficult, but I will be in a new and different place. Maybe I am saying the same things over and over again, but it's what I need to tell myself to keep going.
Nap?
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