I don't know why I am STILL dreaming about my ex-boyfriend from 2007... but yet again I saw M. In the dream we were dating, just hanging out, eating maybe, laughing and talking.

Why?? I did yet another exercise to disentangle from him a few days ago- a journal writing exercise. I felt really good afterward, like it really made a difference. But I'm still dreaming.

I am fatter than I've ever been in my life, my chest feels too big to bear, like my fat arms and my fat boobs are bumping into each other. I feel defeated and like I don't want anyone to see me! Ugh.

Love,
Duck

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